I've been alone for so long 
forgotten by the world forgotten to myself 
your effervescent eyes have awakened me 
and [bad word] the dust away... 
but i knew you'd never stay 
so i memorized the color of your eyes 
as i lost myself inside you 
i memorized the way our lags entwined 
as i drifted off beside you 
i miss 
god i miss waking up beside you 

at night i cling to you i'm so afraid 
afraid the day [bad word] 
and i'll wake up and find you gone 
but you promise that you'd not abandon me 
and kissed my fears away..... 
but i woke up to that day..... 
but i had memorized the way our eyes would meet 
reflected in the bathroom mirror 
and i memorized your naked silhouette 
as you slowly [bad word] your hair 
i miss god i miss waking up beside you 

i've been alone for so long... 
i forgot how much it hurts to wake up so alone 
but i memorized how warm your body felt 
as you lay half asleep beside me 
and i memorized the way the sunlight filled the room 
and played upon your body.... 
i miss god i miss waking up beside you....