I feel [bad word] in my dreams
Unprotected silent screams
Light beyond your shadow beams
Still I don't know what it means

When seasons change
Memories remain.

 [bad word] 
I hold on because I won't let go
Even though I know there's solitude below
I hold on because I can’t' let go
I refuse to let the hands of fate unfold 
I hold on

And when the darkness turns to day
I won't let you drift away
Conscience fades and some let go 
But I hang on cause I know

When seasons change 
Memories remain 

 [bad word] 
I hold on because I won't let go
Even though I know there's solitude below
I hold on because I can’t let go
I refuse to let the hands of fate unfold 
I hold on