Trapped within myself. Unrelenting pain. 
tug of war between the soul and mind. At times I feel insane. 
I don't want to be who I was. But I'm feeling what I am is lost. 
No one here to save me now, my will [bad word] into dust. 
No one here to save me now, my will [bad word] into dust. 
The flesh desire, my soul on fire. Succuming to my weakness. 
I feel the flames burning higher. Dear God, help me to kill this. 
I don't want to be who I was. But I'm feeling what I am is lost. 
No one here to save me now, my will [bad word] into dust. I, the betrayer,
 locked away in prayer. Only you can save me now. Dear God, help me kill this