in sleek ridicule. seedy smile,
they think they've scored,
but I know [bad word] & babes alone again, too alone again
So what
can I do, with cheap honesty,
you're giving me more than I can see,
but I'm to cool to say, that I
want it all my way,
get blasted by this sincerity.
I wish I had, the streets full view,
these
people screaming, through their settled loves.
so I pretend, so mellowed out, too teasing,
weak
enough to long for, home again, lovely home again