i don't belong here
i never saw this on the path i walk
the blood-stained walls the lines of chalk on the floor
it's getting so hard
i never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise
i can't remember
the way it was when everything felt right
my mouth held shut and eyes sealed tight with control

so i remember on the inside

i found a dark infernal place i don't want to face anymore
somehow i won't stop feeding the pain, my heart's just the same as before
i found a dark infernal place i don't want to face anymore
and somehow

so now i'm stuck here
between the guilty and the insincere
the words i spoke have left here all alone
i should have known this
i never saw the backlash when the tide began to rise
i wish it all gone
i could've burned it when i had that choice
and now i'd die to kill this noise in my head

so i remember on the inside

i found a dark infernal place i don't want to face anymore
somehow i won't stop feeding the pain, my heart's just the same as before
i found a dark infernal place that i don't want to face anymore
and somehow

if this is all the love my spirit can give
just take it back tonight, there is not a reason more to live