I [bad word] out in the cold light
wondering where to go [bad word] away
without you

All my fear [bad word] home
And it's ripped out from the soul
You can't be me
I will [bad word] you (tonight)

I was wandering under black skies
looking at what is mine
No control
Left to lose
Well, I thought that it wouldn't phase me
But I'm worrying like a child
I feel so guilty
I'll make it up to you (tonight)

Pictures that I've been dreaming are going down
They're changing my future
Visions I had buried underground
Returning to the future

I was breaking out of my own skin
Choking up on release
I'm in no state
To judge you
Watching everything left alone
Chasing memories I used to own
I can't wait until this is over (tonight)

Pictures that I've been dreaming are going down
The change in my future
Visions I had buried underground
Returning to the future

The nightmares I've been having have arrived
The change in my future
The sounds of my creation at my door
How could you do this to her?