When I'm awake
Everything is grey and worthless
And when I'm alone
No one even thinks about me
And when I'm in a crowd of people I can't relate
Cuz no one knows the way I feel
Or the way I hate

When I'm awake
When I'm awake
When I'm awake

Tryin for the apathetic
So much for [bad word] If only I could just forget it
So wear your ribbons and stars like a badge of shame
Share your hollow sentiments and I'll know inside your heart
Inside your heart

When I'm awake
When I'm awake
When I'm awake
When I'm awake

Slipping through the end of everything
(Feel it in my heart in my soul I know it in my brain)
When I'm awake
(Feel it in my heart in my soul I know it in my brain)
I can feel the growing darkness
Deep in the chest
Gathering [bad word] and harm us (ugh!)

When I'm awake
When I'm awake
When I'm awake
When I'm awake
I can't stop the way want
When I'm awake
I can't stop in the way that I want yeah
When I'm awake
I can't stop from killing you
When I'm awake