Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate what creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And you're the master
And I am waiting for disaster

 [bad word] ]
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the [bad word] I again
Getting away with murder
It isn't possible
To never tell the [bad word] 
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder
(Getting away, Getting away, Getting away)

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
And I don't need to
Because I'm getting away with murder

 [bad word] 

Somwhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate what creates my own madness
And Im addicted to your punishment
And you are master 
And I'm waiting for disaster

 [bad word]