As a singer or a song
Trying to change my mind
Trying to push me over
One way or another
To release me or to smother
It's hard to remember what I want
To love me or don't bother
It's hard to remember what I want

As a movie or a show
Influencing my morals
It's a feeling It is stronger
Than lust or love itself

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I [bad word] out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I [bad word] out of my pills

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I [bad word] out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I [bad word] out of my pills

Stabilizers
Neutralizers
Ultra strong
Harmonizers

I am sorry
I promise.
I tried to hurt myself
And not you

Can't bare it or tear it
Out of my thoughts
Can't bare it or tear it
Out of my thoughts

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I [bad word] out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I [bad word] out of my pills

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I [bad word] out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I [bad word] out of my pills

Stabilizers
Neutralizers
Ultra strong
Harmonizers

I am sorry
I promise.
I tried to hurt myself
And not you

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I [bad word] out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I [bad word] out of my pills

I am sorry
If I hurt you
I [bad word] out of my pills
I am sorry
If I failed you
I [bad word] out of my pills