Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
'Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves [bad word] He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The coulds are rollin' in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be [bad word] 
[Bridge]
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
 [bad word] 
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be... a murderer

[Verse 2]
I feel it in the air
As I'm doin' my hair
Preparing for another day
kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls."
lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

[Bridge]
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
 [bad word] 
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be... a murderer

[Breakdonw]
His [bad word] I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore

[solo]
 [bad word] 
And I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't want to hurt him anymore
I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be...

murderer