How much anger have I kept especially for you?
You are dear to me
How much bitterness have I collected especially for you?
You are dearest to me
I wanted to know how to concede to you
How many thoughts, parting, hate?
In the middle of all this grows for us love
How many stories over the years?
If only I had known how transparent I was to you
I wanted to know how to lie to you
How many times have you forgiven me?
Did I forgive you too?
It was the clear words that got away from me, slipping beneath language
I wanted to know how to talk with you
I wanted to know how to tell you
I wanted to know how to be for you
I wanted to know how to move you
I wanted to know how to love you