The rain is falling down 
kite has been flown 
For me an eternal lodestar is just a waste 
And so I walk outside 
Then I turn off the light 
And look about so eagerly for someone else 

You should’ve stopped hiding all your resentments 
And stopped pretending it’s all right 

Miss destiny laughs at us 
For thinking we go through past 
In fact it is conversely so frightingly 
The past leaves tracks behind it 
Even if you do mind it 
And provides us with rough drafts for our conducts 

You should’ve stopped hiding all your resentments 
And stopped pretending it’s all right 
You were waiting for my explosion 
But now I’m ready to fight 

It’s time for admitting you were right that one day I’d be in again 
I’ve got my deserts for being so long time in your hand 

You were waiting for my explosion 
But now I’m ready to fight 

© Helga, 
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Saint – Petersburg, 2010