I wake in sweat
 [bad word] to steal my life away
some strange electric glow
of artifical day
the power breakers closed
the grid of darkness falls
shining gleaming black as night
burning all the light

whattya want from me
i sense your mastery
there's something you won't ever find
so have your way with me
this prisoner is never free
rip me up leave me behind

are you the [bad word] to sit in judgement on my sins
evil (laser?) [bad word] to penetrate my skin
the hanging judge is (open?)
and I'm damned before his eyes
another (gender?) system failed
and many more have tried

and so the story goes
i dreamt this long ago
highways hidden in the sand
reveal the troops i know
they took my worthless heart
and spat it through their eyes
Abduction means the end for me
a million years of misery

so have your way with me
this soldier's lost victory
rip me up...