Woke up in a haze today,
I don't recognize this face.
What have I [bad word] 

Afraid to open up the door.
I can't face the world no more.
Where has my life gone,
trying to remember when did I go wrong.

And everywhere I turn,
another dead end street.
When will I ever learn
I will land on my feet.

I do it to myself,
addicted to the pain.
When will I ever learn
I've got no one to blame.

Nothing seems to satisfy,
the vacuum that surrounds my life.
what have I [bad word] 

Cut myself just to bleed
lost track of reality.
I guess I'm on my own.
Trying to remember,
when did i go wrong.

And everywhere I turn,
another dead end street.
When will I ever learn
I will land on my feet.

I do it to myself,
addicted to the pain.
When will I ever learn
I've got no one to blame.

Out of control I'm spinning away
I just keep hoping something might change.
I'm on the edge about to break
from one simple mistake.

And everywhere I turn,
another dead end street.
When will I ever learn
I will land on my feet.

I do it to myself,
addicted to the pain.
When will I ever learn
I've got no one to blame.

When will I ever learn.
When will I ever learn.
When will I ever learn.