walking backwards trying to find
all lost memories left behind
all the traces that i once walked clearly

all the chapters put away
pile of books forming decay
ill tip the ashes of my life into the ashtray

i can see it in their eyes
i can feel it walking by
all the doors I thought i closed are open
look back on mistakes i made
wasted nights not here today

all those days that I have lost
all those friendships start [bad word] after time these people start to leave you
being lonely all the time
misery leave me don't be mine
you've had your good times had your laughs now let me have my life

i can see it in their eyes
i can feel it walking by
all the doors i thought i closed are open

all the times that i've [bad word] up
i'm going on so wish me luck

wasted life
thrown away
watching children while they play
hoping they don’t make the same mistake i made

following me all around
muting every single sound
blurring images i once found useful

misery, get away
misery don’t [bad word] stay