Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine

[Pre]
When I'm hiding, when I need it,
it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time
 [bad word] 
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a [bad word] shame, but who's to blame?

[Pre] [bad word] 

Out of my mind,
gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn , rape and turn
Fret not family,
nor pre-judged army
This is for me,
and me only, cowards only
Try it
 [bad word] 
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down

It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, [bad word] you off, [bad word] you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
 [bad word] 

Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your [bad word] advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
 [bad word]