how does the unknown bird enter and leave the cage ?

Paris café. our last rendez-vous 
rainswept, backwardscripted windows
our [bad word] heads reading signs and lips
one last dance . broken steps 
before your eclipse

was there thunder in your ears?
mine were full of sand, not hearing
what your silence said 
and if I turn around, your mouth open
no sound. your eyes screaming 
retreating into blackness

a day too late, your news found me at home.
mind bubbling up 
angry water refusing a stone
and then revenge 
I felt life surge in my veins
a hunger you would never taste again

did you lose your faith in love?
did you lose faith in human feeling?
silence. 
did you lose your [bad word] in [bad word] 
did your heart find no way to healing 
like I lost you?

you left your lovers close behind
all twisted up in time, you crossed the line.
it's all we have this thin twine. 
then nothing
just the emptiness you carved 
your spine a lonely blade
in space
to the end a dancer 
beautiful face begins to fade
thank you for being my friend 
beautiful face begins to fade