I always hated seeing everything [bad word] before my eyes 
 My life battered and broken no one hears my cries 
 [bad word] consumes me, I can't stand myself 
 This life is mine to live, not anybody else 

 Can't hear a word they say 
 Can't hear a sound they make 
 I turn around and choose to walk away 

 Isolation is where I remain 
 Consumed by sorrow drowning in pain 
 It's not just today its every year 
 Helplessness, loneliness, weakness and fear 

 Disappointed in myself 
 And what I have achieved 
 But not allowing it to stop me 
 From who I [bad word] want to be 

 I may have doubted myself before but now it's time to turn around 
 In the right direction, standing tall not falling down 
 Stay on track move ahead, steadfast in my state of mind 
 Failure is not an option, this victory is mine 

 Walk away 
 Filled with disgust 
 For everyone I knew 
 And the ones I used to [bad word] 
 Pushing forward 
 I'll leave it all behind 
 Images from the past 
 No longer plague my fragile mind.