you don´t starve [bad word] these [bad word]  hardships 
 of seclusion and hate 
 my soul is bloodsoaked and stained 
 I still keep the promise I gave 
 I [bad word] my tears 
toughen up and brave 
even if i die alone 
 and this is my fate 
 from the beginning to the grave 
 I never betrayed myself 
 watch you walking by 
 you never really shared a second of my [bad word] up life / shove me off, drag me down 
 you´ll never know this innocence was mine 
 you never gave a [bad word] 
 no matter how hard I tried 
 I would change everything 
 if i could turn back time 
 cos I m down to concrete 
 cos I´ m cold as concrete 
 cos I´ m down to concrete
 [bad word] !! I´m cold as concrete