Everything that I said, 
always seemed [bad word] out wrong, 
Everything that we had, 
I took for granted all along, 
Now I cant change it, 
even though I wish I could, 
And I cant believe it got this far, 
cause everyday,

I wonder how you are 
I wonder how you've been, 
And if you're doin fine, 
all the time

I know I didn't call you, 
even though I said I would, 
I know I didn't tell you, 
quite as often as I should, 
I know I didn't write you 
a lie to say all is good 
I cant believe it got this far, 
cause everyday 

I wonder how you are 
wonder how you've been, 
And if you're doin fine, 
all the time 
wonder how you are 
wonder how you've been, 
And if you're doin fine, 
all the time

the more I try, 
the more I always seem to make things worse, 
Tired of fighting,
cause being with me must of, 
Must of been so hard on you, 
So hard, 
So bad I cant say,

I know I never showed you, 
I guess I just thought you knew, 
I know I never held you, 
even though you'd cry and beg me to, Learned a life lesson, 
on love and what not to do 
I cant believe it got this far