I've been searching for so long
now the search party is gone
won't somebody tell me what the [bad word] went wrong
we started out so strong

I never wanted to hurt you
I didn't plan to desert you
I couldn't possibly express how much I care
So turn your back on me
 [bad word] on turn your back on me
To survive turn your back on me
we're the same as far as I can see
 [bad word] on turn your back on me

If I could I would stand outside myself
And pretend that I was looking back at somebody else
If I could do it again would I merely defend it all to the end?
or do the ends justify themselves?

I never wanted to hurt you
I didn't plan to desert you
I couldn't possibly express how much I care
So turn your back on me
 [bad word] on turn your back on me
To survive turn your back on me
we're the same as far as I can see
 [bad word] on turn your back on me