Ever since my house burnt down 
I see the moon more clearly 
I gazed upon all the Edens that have fallen in me 
I saw Edens that I had held in my hands, but let go 
　　 
I saw promises I did not keep 
Pains I did not sooth 
Wounds I did not heal 
Tears I did not shed 
　　 
I saw deaths I did not mourn 
Prayers I did not answer 
Doors I did not open, doors I did not close 
Lovers I left behind 
And dreams I did not live 
　　 
I saw all that was offered to me 
That I could not accept 
I saw the letters I wished for 
But never received 
I saw all that could have been 
But never will be