you feel it in the back of your mind,
like a shadow that is always there.
you thought your life is fully defined,
a straight line, everything seemed so clear.

you push it back, and think it is gone,
but it haunts you and [bad word] to bear.
you closed your eyes and let it roam,
so now it has [bad word] your worst fear.

you never looked so weary,
what have you [bad word] 
your bearing feels so dreary,
what have you [bad word] 
what have you [bad word] 

you fell to doubt and left your trail,
to be consumed by all your hurts.
you sought your dream to no avail,
and live suspended between worlds.

you thought this could not happen,
so what did go wrong?
you thought you would not waken,
so what did go wrong?
so what did go wrong?

you fell to doubt and left your trail,
to be consumed by all your hurts.
you sought your dream to no avail,
and live suspended between worlds.

you felt it break so deep within,
to find and bring back all your hurts,
you just cannot stop nor begin,
and stay suspended between worlds.