I've waited hours for this 
I made myself so sick 
I wish I'd stayed asleep today 
thought this day would never end 
I never thought tonight could ever be 
so close to me 

Just try to see in the dark 
Just try to make it work 
i feel the fear before you're here 
I make the [bad word] much too close 
I pull my eyes out 
Hold my breath 
And wait til I shake 

But if I had your faith 
I could make it safe and clean 
If only I was sure 
the hand on the door was a dream 

I've waited hours for this 
I've made myself so sick 
I wish I'd stayed asleep today 
I never thought this day would end 
I never thought tonight could ever be 
This close to me 

But if I had your faith
I could make it safe and clean 
If only I was sure 
the hand on the door was a dream