Many nights I can find no rest 
As my conscience puts me on test 
It is certain: if your hands are dirty 
You cannot live in peace 

You can let go for just one day 
Gaining debt you'll once have to pay 
All the world has fallen for the same illusion 
And crying while it's suffering 

If you are the Almighty God, 
Why let evilness reign? 
Smiting men and fighting faith while 
You could have stopped this 

It's time to choose my side, live as I am 
Taking tiny steps in the wrong and 
Saying what I know I have said before: 
I'll turn back, just not today 

The other option: deep from my heart I can find you 
Where I left you, God of my childhood 
Jesus still has hope for the hopeless 
He can make me fearless and free, amen 

It's a tough school to start and see 
What I guess He has always seen 
Though I thought I was the wisest one 
But my sin had blinded me 

I was seeking [bad word] from the skies 
Every mountain, every peak up high 
Till I found Him 
In the depth of my pit was Jesus in His mercy 

Should the Lord remove all evil 
I'd be first in the line 
He would have to wipe out us and all of the people 
 [bad word] 

That is why the Almighty God lets the evilness reign 
Smiting men and fighting faith while 
You could have stopped this 
You could have stopped this