Lose - contract, the pain, the black, all the same pattern row of [bad word] speaks before my eyes, not both, don't we, numbness, don't get up, not a desire to not be, tasteless, uninteresting, the devil, without you, melt, vaporize, withering. Revives the bird, the Phoenix. Phoenix cosmopolitan - many in the world, one in there where together. Where is all about you. You all.