새까맣게 — [Flower Boy Next Door OST ] Park Shin Hye (lyrics)

난 불안해 아직도 마주치기가 두려워
너의 손짓 너의 말투 잊을래.
어색한 우리의 만남도
한밤의 꿈이라고 믿고 싶어.
그럴거라 생각해.

까만밤이 되면 난 슬퍼
까맣게 지워질 수 있게…
이게 사랑인가요? 내 욕심인가요?
쉽지않네요.
까맣게 타버렸던 마음도
나와 같다면 할수 없죠.
난 두려워져요 난 알수가 없죠.
새까맣게…

온 종일 니모습 떠올라
아무리 애써봐도 안되겠죠,
소용없죠, 바보처럼…

까만밤이 되면 난 슬퍼
까맣게 지워질 수 있게…
이게 사랑인가요? 내 욕심인가요?
참 쉽지가 않아.
까맣게 타버렸던 마음도
나와 같다면 할수 없죠.
난 두려워져요 난 알수가 없죠.
새까맣게…새까맣게…

English Translation Lyrics

I’m anxious, still scared to face you
Your hand gestures, your way of talking – I want to forget them
I want to believe that our awkward encounter was just a dream in the middle of the night
That’s what I’ll think

When the black [bad word]  I get sad so I can erase [bad word] 
Is this love? Is this my greed? It’s not that easy
If my blackened and burnt heart is the same as I am, I can’t help it
I am getting afraid, I don’t know
Pitch black

All day, I think of you
No matter how hard I try, I can’t do it
There’s no use, like a fool

When the black [bad word]  I get sad so I can erase [bad word] 
Is this love? Is this my greed? It’s not that easy
If my blackened and burnt heart is the same as I am, I can’t help it
I am getting afraid, I don’t know
Pitch black, pitch black