Sometimes [bad word] to get right to the end

I know I'll get to this place when I feel the time is right

Sometimes I think that I know what I'm all about

But when I look inside I can see the [bad [bad word] out

Sometimes I try to go on

I know it's wrong

Cos when I see your eyes

I can see the flame is gone, gone, gone

Sometimes I climb to the top to see what's above

But when I find it there, there's no time for happiness

Sometimes I count up to ten just to see when

When will I see the sun, in my eyes I've just begun