Sometime i wish i’d
disappear and fade away
more often then not i keep forgetting
 [bad word] love it can never end in sorrow
i hope and i pray [bad word] that never seems [bad word] 
they say what don’t kill you makes you stronger
so why am i lying on the carpet
convinced that if i sit still i will slowly wash away
i wish i could

 [bad word] 
disappear and fade away
this disappointment seems too overwhelming
disappear and fade away
can’t understand it please somebody help me
 [bad word] back out of fear of starting over
accept what is well below the standards
embarrassed that self respect hasn’t seen the light of day

consumed by a lack of motivation
but somehow you pull it all together
you put on sone new perfure and you face another day
you heartache will

 [bad word] 

(bridge)

gotta keep it all together or i’ll break up
maybe take a shower wash off this makeup
maybe watch tv then get some sleep and feel better when i wake up

even though these feelings are never brand new
they kinda makes you wanna believe that they’re [bad word] 
but in time you’ll see this misery will fade
that’s just how these things do
and your problems will

 [bad word]