Alive?

When you closed your eyes
And the dark consumed you there
I knew that [bad word] to you
Can you hear my voice in the air?

Fighting with the visions
Which are here.
One day return me
To my fear.

Hold all the pieces
Of my damaged mind.
Just to believe
 I’m still alive!

Refrain:
Wait to escape your life.
Wait to disappear!
Can you fallow me again?
Wait to keep your fear!

Silent and lifeless words 
Are near
And they tell me
Pain is real.

How can I [bad word] myself?
And to know 
I the same?
I still alive!

Refrain:
Wait to escape your life.
Wait to disappear!
Can you fallow me again?
Wait to keep your fear!