I promised myself I'd never fall
I'd keep the hurt I have inside
I'm not gonna give it away this time
I'm not gonna give it away this time
Though I might feel like I'm a failure, 
It's not my fault.
My heart's been broken too many times

I know that nothing feels right this time, right this time
These last few years just fit inside each tear
Just fit inside each tear

So cry yourself to sleep
Your pillow is [bad word] that I will never be
We're in too deep, [bad word] away from me [bad word] away from me, the silence [bad word] me

This song [bad word] my escape
My only means of getting away
I'm not gonna give it away this time
I'm not gonna give it away this time
I have to keep moving along
So I can learn how to be strong
For once in my life I can hold my head up high

Cry yourself to sleep
Your pillow is [bad word] that I will never be
We're in too deep, [bad word] away from me [bad word] away from me, the silence [bad word] me

So cry yourself to sleep
Your pillow is [bad word] I will never be
We're in too deep, [bad word] away from me [bad word] away from me

So cry yourself to sleep
Your pillow is [bad word] that I will never be
We're in too deep, [bad word] away from me [bad word] away from me

The silence [bad word] me, The silence [bad word] me
The silence [bad word] me, The silence [bad word] me
The silence [bad word] me, The silence [bad word] me
The silence [bad word] me, The silence [bad word] me