Verse 1
Only yesterday they told me you were gone
All these normal people, will I find another one?
Monkey on my back, aching in my bones
I forgot you said "One day you'll walk alone"
I said I need you, does that make me wrong?
I a weak man, are you feeling strong?
My heart was blackened, it's bloody red
hole in my heart, a hole in my head?

 [bad word] 
Who will help me up?
Where's the helping hand?
Will you turn on me?
Is this my final stand?

In a dream I cannot see
Tangled abstract fallacy
Random turmoil builds in me
I'm addicted to chaos

Verse 2
Light shined on my path,
Turn bad days into good
Turn breakdowns into blocks, I smashed 'em cause I could
My brain was labored, my head would spin
Don't let me down, don't give up, don't give in
The [bad word] down, cold wind blows
The plans we made are back up on the road
Turn up my collar, [bad word] the unknown
Remember what you said "One day you'll walk alone"

 [bad word] 

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Addicted to chaos