I swear I've not slept for days 
But somehow I feel fine 
My mind feels free but my body aches 
And my back is breaking 
Under the weight, but for the first time 
I'll refuse to break 

I will refuse to stand trial 
For honest actions 
The sun [bad word] 
And my arms are open wide 
To embrace it 

But it's something I've never had 
Until now, at least the slightest bit 

Now at least I know who my friends are 
And I know I'm loved 
For now I need to stay afloat 
And my friends will help me keep my head above the waves 

These people are simple foundations 
Like the strongest fortress needs 

I need your hands 
To guide me to the light 
And out of the darkness 
I will [bad word] 
And feel whole again