million miles away
I jump from every rooftop

million miles away
So high so far to fall

Don't know when it started
Don't know how
Should have found out
Should have happened by now
Got these lines
On my face
After all this time
And I still haven't found my place

million miles away

Put the gun 
In my mouth
Close your eyes
Blow my [bad word] brains out
Pretty patterns
On the floor
That's enough for you
But I still need more

I don't feel anything at all

million miles away

I don't feel anything at all

I feel a million miles away