You there 
Bringer of my despair 
You are stagnation of hope and will 
O you personify loss and remorse 
And you hide until my fears reappear 

The love for life once bright 
(Out of sight) 
burning fuse 
The only flame I have 
Fate's spiral down this curve 
(Shall only serve) 
The seeds growing my misery 
These wounds kill time 
My [bad word] sublime 
Idle the blood 
black state of mind 
All dreams left behind 

You claim to be my long absent friend 
You are the cancer that just moved in  [bad word] with the dark night of the soul 
But I am turning my back on you 
You know I do 

The love for life once bright 
(Out of sight) 
burning fuse 
The only flame I have 
Fate's spiral down this curve 
(Shall only serve) 
The seeds growing my misery 
These wounds kill time 
My [bad word] sublime 
Idle the blood 
black state of mind 
All dreams left behind 

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Idle the blood 
black state of mind 
All my dreams left behind