Called you on your private number 

Left a message on your mobile phone 

Even tried the operator 

When I call, no one's home 

Trying just so hard to reach you 

Try to keep this thing alive 

You are the woman I need to speak to 

Didn't you know there's a monster inside 

If you're gonna carry on then deep inside 

I'll give my heart to the winter 

If you leave I'll take this blade to carve your name into my ugliness 

So I went and sat in the Crystal Palace 

By the plastic dinosaurs 

In my pocket was a piece of paper 

And the writing look like yours 

Starting picking [bad word]  our conversations 

Kicking [bad word]  the rotten leaves 

Never realize the implication 

Didn't you know there's a monster in me 

If you're gonna carry on then deep inside 

I'll give my heart to the winter 

If you leave I'll take this blade to carve your name into my ugliness 

Summer's gone and there's no sun what have I done 

I lost my love to the winter 

Now my heart is cold and dark what have I done I've given our love away