Now I will tell you 
What I've done for you 
50 thousand tears I've cried 
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you 
And you still won't hear me 
Don't want your hand 
This time I'll save myself 
Maybe I'll wake up for once 
Not tormented daily defeated by you 
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom 
I'm dying again 

I'm going under 
Drowning in you 
I'm falling forever 
I've got to break through 
I'm going under 

Blurring and stirring the [bad word] and the lies 
So I don't know what's real and what's not 
Always confusing the thoughts in my head 
So I can't [bad word] myself anymore 
I'm dying again 

I'm going under 
Drowning in you 
I'm falling forever 
I've got to break through 

So go on and scream 
Scream at me I'm so far away 
I won't be broken again 
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under