when you came home i wrote a song
i never showed anyone
i still remember the hook it went
'i'm getting clean for you'
because i wanted to get clean again
and i knew that if i did we could be happy
we did it once before
i thought we could do it again

i wanted to say i'm sorry
i never got clean for you
like i wanted to do so badly
and everything i knew i forgot
i will shed this stupid body
i will grow tall and be someone new
when i do you [bad word] find me
but until then i'll be missing for a while