While I'm trying not to be close 
 without leaving myself open
 it's like everything i've known
 has been intentionally broken
 and it [bad word] feels like the summer has arrived again
 well i guess it's time to pretend

 i need one more try
 give me one more chance
 i would rather die
 [bad word] 

 well i don't know what's going on
 it can't seem to find the words
 maybe i'm going wrong
 or maybe something worse

 I'm over using it, confusing it
 and i just can't shake the feeling i'm losing it
 maybe i just can't be [bad word] 

 i need one more try
 give me one more chance
 i would rather die
 [bad word] 

 i know, you know
 there is nothing there was left so i'll go
 maybe you'll be fine in time my dear
 so take it, i hate it
 i cannot put it back but it won't fit
 i know that everything i need is right here

 while I'm trying not to be close 
 without leaving myself open
 it's like everything i've known
 has been intentionally broken
 and it [bad word] feels like the summer har arrived again
 well i guess it's time to pretend