I'm twice the loser in this [bad word] 
Run from this lack of purpoise [bad word] or stay, because it will find us anywas
Escape yet another layer of escape
I wish this was only you and me
I live the abstraction, I can't help how it makes me feel
As if nothing ever mattered, and as if nothing ever will

Everyday I think about the everyday.
All the pretty things we do and say
And everyone I see look too muck like me

The freedom I was so sure of
Going
Going
Gone
Now we don't move forward, just away.

All [bad word] schemes, like fireworks to keep away the witches
To shatter this omnipresent state, this new quintessence of existance
At least there's time to meditate on what we are - the next generation empty-promise makers
It is better to neve have dreamt the dream
I'm not so sure that I have. Just the dream of a dream of dream.

 [bad word] Boredom.