[bad word] in circles, dodging bullets all the time. 
Avoiding conflicts, but it hardly ever works. 
lot of people seems to know what`s best for me. 
It doesn`t matter, `cause the worst is yet [bad word]   [bad word] away [bad word] away from what I am. 
Driven by shame, hiding from myself. 
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out. 
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face. 

Opress emotion, fake affection, fake a smile. 
I`ll never win this game, no matter how I try. 
Your love means nothing when I cannot love myself. 
It doesn`t matter, `cause the worst is yet [bad word]   [bad word] away [bad word] away from what I am. 
Driven by shame, hiding from myself. 
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out. 
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face. 

I try to accept my faith, that I am a total failure, failure. 
Looking inside myself, trying to find my saviour, saviour. 
Trying to understand, trying to understand. 
The meaning of life, the meaning of life is dying.  [bad word] away [bad word] away from what I am. 
Driven by shame, hiding from myself. 
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out. 
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face.  [bad word] away [bad word] away from what I am. 
Driven by shame, hiding from myself. 
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out. 
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face. 
The Worst Is Yet [bad word]