(...) There will be no proof of my existence in this dark abyss. No - one will find me here! I have [bad word] for being born by the redemption of my life into death. I will [bad word] a commendable entity and stop all the senseless butchery and useless [bad word] I have inflicted onto other souls. Right from the start we only live in the "now". But if we even stop to think of the here and now, it has already [bad word] the past in a twinkling of a moment. In turn, the future is pushing against the now and this whole perception as we know it soon [bad word] the past. To try and verify the moment of "Life" is an impossible task. When trying to prove life, it [bad word] a past existence in which there are too many memories. All in all, in the end life and death are exactly the same. So I am going to follow my dream and dive into my chosen fate!