you never thought you would be with me now. 
I never thought id be like you wow. 
you never thought id grow up in this dirty elegance. 
rot away in this dirty elegance. 
Im going out cause i dont wanna be here. 
Im staying down because i dont wanna be there.  [bad word] up but i wont be. 
and everyone's gonna see me. 
I never go down cause ill get another bag and if i dont smoke no more. 
Thats what i gotta live with, thats why i gotta see this.
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