Last night got a little crazy
I don’t remember, woke up spun with the pasties 
My friends say I was tweaked out, 
Passed out on a dirty coach, still in the house
It kind a scares me, I don’t know
out of control, always waking up still in my clothes
I wrote a note that said goodbye to pain, good bye to shame
But couldn’t find a way, I just cry for days
I’m so depressed, soak in wet, I can’t rest
These thoughts just beat me to death I’m un-kept 
I thought of a song my mom used to sing in church
But it’s been so long I can’t remember the words

 [bad word] 
Every time [bad word]  every time you hide
Every time it hurts, every time you cry
Every time [bad word] away, every time you hide your face
And it feels so far away, I’m right here, with you

Every time [bad word] 
Verse II

I keep sleeping in don’t want to wake up
I keep hearing from the landlord pay up
Hide my face in my pillow till the sunsets
Hung over and I haven’t seen a pay check 
I took a job downtown at the factory
I was hired and fired with no salary 
I [bad word] from responsibility 
It’s seems impossible, the pressure is hitting me
I know I need to man up, or sit down
Stand up and get out of this crowd
I thought of a song my mom used to sing in church
But it’s been so long I can’t remember the words

 [bad word] 
Every time [bad word]  every time you hide
Every time it hurts, every time you cry
Every time [bad word] away, every time you hide your face
And it feels so far away, I’m right here, with you

Verse III

Well I know I’m not ready to die, But I’ve
Sure thought about the meaning of life
Cause I can’t seem to find a purpose for me
It’s just the choices and I fail to proceed
I got a “get up, get up, get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up, get up, get up
I hear voices in my mind, ones a devil, ones Jesus
I can feel it can you help me find the pieces
Like an angel on my shoulder, you hold the
Joy of the lord raising up a soldier 
You gave me the song my mom used to sing in church
I promised not to quit and I remembered the words
I promised not to quit and I remembered the words

 [bad word] Repeats