my strange and desperate fear
seems colder than the ice
it feels to me unclear (deep in my soul)
i'm holding it inside of me

that fear of sickest nightmares
that fear of coldest grimmest thoughts 

illusions getting brighter
it's my attempt to go outside
this dirty jail

deep enough and strong enough to dwell
wet enough but hotter than the [bad word] 
keeping fear within
going far from reality
i am going to be 
your scream
your fatality

keeping fear within
to predict the eternal fall
i'm supposing to live
this life
but without a soul

that strange and ugly secret 
i'm scared of keeping it 
it seems for me like ticket (deep in my soul)
to everlasting dreams

that ticket to my nightmares
that ticket to my grimmest thoughts 

illusions getting brighter
it's my attempt to go outside
this dirty jail

deep enough and strong enough to dwell
wet enough but hotter than the [bad word]