If I could start this again
One more chance to keep myself from slipping
From the beginning to the end
Would I face the things that I’ve stopped feeling?

Tearing at my mind
Still can’t find release
 [bad word] this sore inside my head
Wishing I was dead
So rip the bandage off
And see what’s underneath
Picking at the scab
Giving me some relief

Here lies heaven
Here lies [bad word] 
Both in me
In between hope and reason
 [bad word] 
But I still can’t find relief

So rip the bandage off
And see what’s underneath
Picking at the scab
Giving me some relief