Story of my life searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul 'cause it seems that wrong
Really loves [bad word] He's more than a man and this is more than love
The reason that this guy is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again and to him I just can't be [bad word] And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

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I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long, just hanging with the girls
liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

Refrain

I can see him dying

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