Tearing, crawling under my skin 
Something behind me, 
something infront of me 
No-one there but still... 

The screams in my head 
The unseen stalker 
The growing nausea  [bad word]  I can hear it 

Blinded by absurdity 
Persecutied by fear, 
From a supremacy unknown 
I consign my life to the black 

Selfobtained paranoia, 
a constant feeling of fear 
Selfobtained paranoia 
a haunted world/death is final 
Forgive me father For I have... 
Praying for something non-existent 
Praying for help... 
No answer, No god 

Insomnia my everyday plague, 
ripping my hair off 
Cutting my veins 
This is my world of self [bad word] 

The screams in my head 
The unseen stalker 
The growing nausea  [bad word]  I can hear it 

Selfobtained paranoia, 
a constant feeling of fear 
Selfobtained paranoia 
a haunted world/death is final 
I find no solace in the eyes of your God 
I find myself obeying the wishes of my essence 

Searching inside my haunted soul 
Nothing, just empty darkness 
Immortality is the final target 
The immortality of non-existence... 

Selfobtained paranoia, 
a constant feeling of fear 
Selfobtained paranoia 
a haunted world/death is final