you hide but seek it
and you're the purest soul i've ever got to know
i fear to reach it
but you, you seem so close
to where i would wanna go

still pull same old tricks
used to make you sick
and it's how you used to say
we [bad word] away
my mind won't stop to trip
eating with your chopsticks
and i cannot get away
you're with me everyday
 
agony will slowly fade
but somewhere deep a stain remains
and i try to wash it off
but it won't go away

she shines and meets me
you're one step from our goal
too far to get to know
her lies are no secret
and i never was the gold
you'd let dive in your soul

i know you're out at night
fleeting into the sky
and when i wake up in dreams
an angel's taken me....

and it's obvious and clear
you don't belong to here
and i cannot get away
you're with me everyday

agony will slowly fade 
but somewhere deep a stain remains
and i try to wash it off
but it won't go away

every time i hear your name 
i'm reminded of [bad word] 
in my heart, still feel your pain
and it won't go away