When One Eight [bad word] Two Zeros

I'm glad that you're near
and I'm sad that you're here.
That is what it's like to be me.
I'm glad that you're here
and I'm sad that you're near.

This is what it's like to die alone.
This all hurts so much
that i honestly believe
you're the one this is hard for.

I'm bartered tact for wit
and I've already made up
a billion stories about you.

Knee deep in static
I hear you breaking up,
I'm breaking up,
I guess we're breaking up.

You're not the other woman
you're just another (woman).
Another hobby for a guy like me.

You're given me a heart like a gun
and I'm so shocked that I've made it through these
billion days.

I didn't think I could tough it out all those days
a billion.
So we're growing?
I'm sure.
"There's no other I can turn to,
there's no other i can turn to
if not you, heart
who else can I believe?"

I hope you enjoy dying alone.